weak and hungry...

today has been a loong day! i am so weak and tired... i just want to sleep! it has to be due to not eating anything of substance, but it still sucks! i just want some real food!! i am so hungry too! and on top of everything else, i think im starting my period, which i havent had in a year! perfect timing if there ever was! going to stick with the program tho, it will be worth it in the end! i keep telling myself that i will eventually be able to eat real food, just in small portions! time to make a protein shake... i dont think ill ever be able to have strawberry flavored food again in my life!

new to this...

well i have never blogged before, but i figure ill give it a shot! for those i dont see every day and those living far away i dedicate this blog to you! will try to keep everyone posted on my recovery and success on the road ahead! i know it will be hard and even harder some days, but i am ready to change my life and make things better for myself!

i am currently 9 days pre op and its getting harder to stick to the liquid diet! but im trying my best! i plan on taking some pre surgery pics in the next few days and hopefully i can keep a photo journal on my physical transformation! it is so exciting to think about! so lets take this journey together and by this time next year i will be a totally different person, on the outside at least!!